Abyss

Reaching up into the sky
Feel the drugs all deep inside
Turning up just like a dial
Won't recognize me tonight

I know one day I'll be free
But for now I'll let the demons be
Out of my mind just a bit
Don't expect you to understand my dreams
You want me to do better
I can't give you what you deserve
You wanna see the real me
Sorry but the mirror's not pretty
Cuz I hide behind the highs
The real me, you won't recognize
Pop a pill so I can dream my nightmares
Can't follow me beyond thе clouds

Reaching up into the sky
Feel the drugs all deep insidе
Turning up just like a dial
Won't recognize me tonight

I don't think anyone care enough to hear my story
I walked a million miles alone before they noticed me
I've been drowning in my pain, tried throwing them out to sea
But they seem to surface whenever I start to breathe
I've been tryna find my way for a long while
Hoping I'm not on the path towards my demise
And if I get lost will you bring me back
I might be too far gone, will you hear my cry
Cuz I hide behind fake smiles
The real me, you won't recognize
Pop a pill so I can dream a nightmare
Can't follow me beyond the clouds

Reaching up into the sky
Feel the drugs all deep inside
Turning up just like a dial
Won't recognize me tonight