Abusing Meds & Losing Friends

(Chorus)

Abusing meds and losing friends
I think it's fucking with my head now
I bled, I take a second for the people that I let down
Things I never meant, I'm heaven sent
I earned my rest now
And I'm abusing meds and losing friends
Ain't nothing left now

(Verse)

I'll take time, reset, rebooting
I'm inside my head when zooted
Fit all black like shit I suit it
One more chance before I lose it

I just want that droptop cruising
They stand still but I stay moving
I'm not shit? Then fucking prove it
You miss every shot you shooting

Still so low when I peak, yeah
Same blood stain on the jeans, yeah
Razor blade cuts and long sleeves, yeah
Everybody give in to the greed

Blacking out before I leave
I see it now, a living dream
A memory that I delete
A person that I could've been
A fantasy

I shout when the sun go down
Hell bound with a gun in my mouth
I'm out, I doubt they want my sound
Just another young one in the crowd not found (wow)

Never even act right
Messing with the bad vibes
I been showing bad signs
Drugging up to pass time

Sidelined, they don't want me in the game
Nah, my mind getting harder to detain

(Chorus)

Abusing meds and losing friends
I think it's fucking with my head now
I bled, I take a second for the people that I let down
Things I never meant, I'm heaven sent
I earned my rest now
And I'm abusing meds and losing friends
Ain't nothing left now

(Verse)

I'll take time, reset, rebooting
I'm inside my head when zooted
Fit all black like shit I suit it
One more chance before I lose it

I just want that droptop cruising
They stand still but I stay moving
I'm not shit? Then fucking prove it
You miss every shot you shooting

Still so low when I peak, yeah
Same blood stain on the jeans, yeah
Razor blade cuts and long sleeves, yeah
Everybody give in to the greed

Blacking out before I leave
I see it now, a living dream
A memory that I delete
A person that I could've been
A fantasy

I shout when the sun go down
Hell bound with a gun in my mouth
I'm out, I doubt they want my sound
Just another young one in the crowd not found (wow)

Never even act right
Messing with the bad vibes
I been showing bad signs
Drugging up to pass time

Sidelined, they don't want me in the game
Nah, my mind getting harder to detain

(Chorus)

Abusing meds and losing friends
I think it's fucking with my head now
I bled, I take a second for the people that I let down
Things I never meant, I'm heaven sent
I earned my rest now
And I'm abusing meds and losing friends
Ain't nothing left now