Abuse of SID

You want him, you need him, it's so hard to please him
You just don't dare
And inside you're burning with some secret yearnings
You must not care
Still won't you help me? I'm flawed, desperate, angry with God
'Cause he just won't care
Oh excuse me, you're mourning, how calloused and boring
I brush you hair...

And see your face...

Empty smile

I touch that place

And all the while...

You know it won't stop

So you make an excuse to confuse the issue
What makes you think that I'll care about you?
When you lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through
And do what he'll do when he'll do it to you

And all the while
He's been using you
Yes all the while
He's abusing you

So it finally dawned on me yesterday morning
I just can't stare
And swallow the words that your hero's perverted
On what we share

I'll kill him, I'll beat him, the cycle's repeating
I hold thin arrogance
Still won't you hold him and trust him
You love him so much and he still won't care

To see your face
With an empty smile
'Cause I touched that place on you
And all the while...

She says "It's so good, when it's so good"
If this is so good then it's no good
If this so good, everybody's so good, everybody's so good
When you're no good

And all the while
He's been using you
Yes all the while
He's abusing you

With your naked excuse you confuse your misuse
What makes you think I should care what he'll do?
If you lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through
And he makes up your mind that that's what you should do

'Cause all the while
You've been using you
Yes all the while
You're abusing you

He hurts you, mistreats you, your own mind misleads you
You just won't care
When holes in your face can't be covered with makeup
You'll still stay there