Abuse(him) (Scrapped)

How the fuck did my brain split?
Which one of my traumas led me to this?
Why do these people treat me like I am less than when I know that I don’t deserve it?
Why do rapists get away with their actions?
Why do abusers get no retaliations?
Why do we live in a world where abusers get off scot free, victims live with redaction?

Now I have one simple fucking question
How is holding my abuser accountable “harassment”?
Why does society silence the voices of victims who want to seek somе form of justice?
It is NOT my fault I got abused
Can’t pull the card you wеre “falsely accused”
I always felt used, no one sided with the abused, this cycle loops
ENCORE!
On to the next excuse

“I can fix them! We can be a positive change!”
Holy shit, drop the act, we all know you victim-blame
BETRAYAL, BETRAYAL
YOU WERE NEVER MY FRIEND
SUPPORTING MY ABUSER IS BASICALLY SAYING “FUCK KEN”
Fuck you because I am SO much more than you always told me I was
I suffered alone
Harsh words don't break bones, but they often break hearts and they tore me apart

I will never stop holding you accountable, pig
I will never be silent
I will no longer be quiet, oh
Can’t change all of the shit that you did
Abuse her, abuse her, yeah you abused her
Abused HER ‘cause you wanted to be her

I stood up for myself
You tried to silence me with lies
I should’ve never stayed
There’s no way I could’ve won this game
“I can fix them! They’re okay! We can be a positive change!”
Victim-blame, victim-blame
All you do is victim-blame