Absurdity

[Intro]
Why so wide eyed?
Big white eyes
Another can of worms should not try
All my time
Your side eye
I don't need your shit
Cut these ties

Said I'd keep myself together
You tore right thru the header
Said I'd keep myself together
Why you always pain me
Always actin' private eye

[Verse 1]
You run me round
And I don't wanna play this game again
Can't talk your way out of this one
I won't give in the end
Keep fucking with my head
It'll all just end
It ends a bloody mess
Make it out to be less
Sacrifice my headspace
It was all just a mess
It was all just a mistake
So let me know again
When will you stop pretending
And give me some sort of compensation

[Chorus]
For all the absurdity
Bitch it's hurting me
Cut me open so deep
Broken bones, won't be beat
Yeah, I guess I'll just learn to be alright
And I tell myself
It's okay
I pick up all of the bad habits
Cope with the pain
They all ask if I'm alright
And the answer is not

[Bridge]
Ignored cause you could barely control me
My brain was all over the floor
Scream and cry about your selfless help
Was it really all that you whore

[Verse 2]
Yeah, alright alright here I go again
Another night I spent alone again
Just to play pretend
I run around in a circle leave my thoughts just desert them
I'm mindless in my own respect
Words timeless
At least that's what they said
And I don't know anymore
We did not have good rapport
Did you mean what you said?
That you don't want me out of this
You don't want to mend this shit
So give me some sort of compensation

[Chorus]
For all the absurdity
Bitch it's hurting me
Cut me open so deep
Broken bones, won't be beat
Yeah, I guess I'll just learn to be alright
And I tell myself
It's okay
I pick up all of the bad habits
Cope with the pain
They all ask if I'm alright
And the answer is not