​absent

[Verse 1]
Questioning on why i'm alive
I feel my heart i feel a fright
I'm running from it, always running
Always tend to forget how i'm learning
Stuff my face full of it now i'm grounded
In a room full of steam i feel crowded
Finding comfort in the seam of my jacket
Pull it closer hair between so i can have it
Will i ever find your meaning on the surface
Maybe wipe the screen and just learn there
No ones ever there till your gone
No ones gonna feel the rip into you're arm

[Chorus]
I'm going through fields
Scared that i might break my seal
Life mate is getting too real
Feel like i live in a film
What if we live in a film
I swear its written out
What if i love just to die
I don't have my questions right

[Verse 2]
I think to myself
I speak to my own
I sing for myself
She don't care at all
She won't pick up when i call
She won't show no love at all
She is tired of emotions
Are you not tired of this

[Chorus]
I'm going through fields
Scared that i might break my seal
Life mate is getting too real
Feel like i live in a film
What if we live in a film
I swear its written out
What if i love just to die
I don't have my questions right