Absence

I know
It’s been about a month since I said your name
As we grow
Further apart

So tell me
If absence makes the heart stronger
I can wait a little longer
For you - to come back around

Am I waiting in vain?
Despite all my premonitions, some would say by definition
I’m going insane…
Waiting… for something to change

I wonder
If you ever think about me either way it’s okay
Did you find
Another best friend?

In my head
I’m tangled in a memory
Just looking for some clarity
When did we
Decide this was best

Lately I’m numbing thе pain
Pretending like I’m rеally good at winning
But in reality I’m losing this game
Waiting… for something to change

I know
It’s been a half a year since I said your name
As we grow
Further apart
So tell me
If absence makes the heart stronger
I can wait a little longer
For you
To come back around