Abortion Song

[Verse 1: K-Rino]
I know you was worried, I know you was scared
Put yourself in a tough spot, totally unprepared
You trusted his words, trusted every lie that he spoke
Never thought that he would fake out and the ties would be broke
Made the connection, afraid that you would lose his affection
The words, ‘I love you’ was used a tool to deception
So you dove in head first without the use of digression
Now depression got you moving in a useless direction
When you found out you was pregnant, the panic took over
Especially when you told him, he acted like he didn’t know you
Now the lowest you could ever feel, you five levels below it
15 with a child coming and your parents don’t know it
Started stressing about the outcome and the possible shame
So you confided in a classmate who’d been through the same
You wasn’t thinking clear, walking around in obvious fear
Gave you a number to replace and make your child disappear

[Chorus: Cl'Che]
What am I supposed to do, it's not supposed to be this way
Your blood comes from my veins, baby
My mind is going crazy, I don't know if I can take this
Lord help me as I'm praying before I make a decision

[Verse 2: K-Rino]
You aborted your baby though you didn't wanna do that
You lost a part of yourself that you can never get back
Who can understand your mental pain, nobody but you
Not to mention the physical trauma your body went through
Nobody even know you did it to ask if you was all right
Forced to be strong and carry on with your everyday life
Now you regretting that decision feeling it wasn't right
Started having bad dreams, barely sleeping at night
You did it 'cause you feared what folks would say when it was discovered
You were embarrassed at the thought about being a teenage mother
Plus your parents warned you about breaking them rules
What would they say when their little girl gave them that news
If you kept your baby you would have had to drop out of school
To put your heart into the hands of a fool
When you finally let him know he chalked it up as a win
The responsibility gone, now he calling again

[Chorus: Cl'Che]
What am I supposed to do, it's not supposed to be this way
Your blood comes from my veins, baby
My mind is going crazy, I don't know if I can take this
Lord help me as I'm praying before I make a decision