Abandoned

Dear brother and sister
Can you keep a secret?
My life's been going down the drain
I keep sending my apologies
I don't really know what's wrong with me, if anything
Just spare your love for someone else
My wish is to be abandoned
Cast off the wagons again
If you're waiting for a saviour
Who answers all questions you have
My wish is to be abandoned
I want you to be with me
And I want you to leave me be
And I know it doesn't make much sense
I don't know what I want
I don't know how to get it
I break into atoms and rearrange them whole again
My wish is to be abandoned
Cast off the wagons again
If you're waiting for a saviour
Who answers all questions you have
My wish is to be abandoned
So raise a glass for the final demise
Raise a glass 'cause I'm going down with a smile
Spare your love for someone worth it
Spare your love for someone brave
If you're waiting for a saviour
I'm not the one
If you're waiting for a saviour
I'm already gone
My wish is to be abandoned
Cast off the wagons again
If you're waiting for a saviour
Who answers all questions you have
My wish is to be abandoned
You will never see my face again