ab_normal

[Chorus]
I can’t ever just be fucking normal
If I could, I would’ve, I knew that I should’ve
I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one
I wish I could throw up, now
I’m shattering this mirror

[Verse 1]
Blow out all my brains
There’s a churning in my gut
I’m still spinning homesick
Inside of the underground tunnel
Rushing train, and kicking gravel
Kicking the rocks that bounce back
And I fall over, I trip myself
And then my brain goes splat
When will I feel better?
Am I meant to be alone?
Every day I wake up feels like I’ve been under anesthesia

[Verse 2]
Head up, gone
And then we’re back!
Got it, I'm back, right on track
Deafening my ears, the signal
As the train tracks rattle, sprinkling
It sprays my blood
I tried to stay real positive
But I know I'm reliving days
It all changed, but stayed the same
It flashed before my eyes
Even when I stand in pain

[Chorus]
I can’t ever just be fucking normal
If I could, I would’ve, I knew that I should’ve
I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one
I wish I could throw up, now
I’m shattering this mirror, now-

[Chorus]
I can’t ever just be fucking normal
If I could, I would’ve, I knew that I should’ve
I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one
I wish I could throw up, now
I’m shattering this mirror

[Verse 3]
May I never see myself not knowing who I am
May I figure out a rhyme, a poem, make a perfect slant
May I bear my witness to the death of my intrepid soul
May you never have to know
May you never have to know

[Chorus]
I can’t ever just be fucking normal
If I could, I would’ve, I knew that I should’ve
I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one
I wish I could throw up, now
I’m shattering this mirror