A Void

[Intro]
You’re so obnoxious, just knock it off already
You’re so incompetent
You’re at the bottom of the list, they’ll never bother with this
Just call it quits and jump off of a cliff

[Hook]
I hear the comments and all of the other nonsense
My conscience is under stress, it’s mess and I’m out of options
I’m locked in a box with my thoughts
Distraught from the conflict
I’m fallin’ into a dark abyss, target missed
Now I’m unconscious

[Verse 1]
I feel like I belong in a coffin
Mom is watchin’
Tryna balance out the scale
I prevailed when I dropped in a couple toxins
Now my losses are long forgotten
It’s like I’ve fallen in a void and I can’t avoid it
Playing with toys that make bangin’ noises
Point blank, one shot, blood sprays
Grey matter on the floor
He kept saying that I don’t matter anymore
Brain’s scattered and I’m torn
Getting to the point where there’s no saving me
Got the drank and weed to put the pain at ease
Feel the shake in my knees after taking these
It’s plain to see he’s tryna take me away
And if you wait for the day, please save your piece
It’s too late, I’m encased in planks
Say less at my wake, I’m sleep
What a great relief
Couple tabs tonight, I’ma dance in the moonlight
Too bright to be doomed with a gloomy sight
Still brooding from noon to night
I bet these niggas thought they knew me, right?
I’ve been off with Lucy, stop intruding us
Thoughts of beauty talkin’ to me, uh
Watchin’ movies, got ‘em muted, yuh
Got some tunes, some awesome music
Drop was loopin’ smoothly
Man, I’m awfully looney (Crazy)
Been ahead of my peers, been fucked in the head
It appears I got sucked into fear
Shit snuck from the rear
Same stuff’s been stuck in my ears
I’ve been duckin’ the mirrors
Don’t trust my appearance, nah
Swervin’ off of the street
I forgot how to steer, I’m lost
No luck, I can hear the cops
One of two was dead soon, guess who?
Never planned to make a mess this huge
He didn’t get to choose, I’m in the best of moods
And they gon’ blame it on the melanin
Fuck it, let ‘em then
I just need a little medicine
I'm hearin' voices all around me
Think it's Mary and Lucy, they're screamin' “Let us in!"
Fifth of Whiskey, pour it up and mix the fluids in with the influences inside my head again

[Bridge]
There’s no need for an opposite
The darkness is dominant
I know you wanna rot and have your name and a comment written on cement
Just load the Glock and pop a shot
I promise it’s lit

[Hook]
I hear the comments and all of the other nonsense
My conscience is under stress, it’s mess and I’m out of options
I’m locked in a box with my thoughts
Distraught from the conflict
I’m fallin’ into a dark abyss, target missed
Now I’m unconscious

[Verse 2]
The end is nigh, I’ve been—
I’ve been feelin’ like I’m next to die, but then—
But then my momma would be petrified
When the rope around my neck is tied
I really hope she can let it slide
That’s selfish
God dammit man, I really couldn’t help it
Only 12 when he fell in the pit, thinking “Welp, this is it.”
6/12 was his welcome to Hell, he wasn’t well equipped
Young hermit, he kept to himself like the shellfish did, aye
It really did help for bit
Until he really needed help with this shit
Yeah, he really needed help with his mental health
He never felt so sick
Quick, lemme get a cell phone pic for the Gram
Same fit, same self-loathing kid that they’ll never understand, nah
Fuck, my mind is racin’
I might escape this if the timing’s great, shit
I’m tryna pace it, need a mind eraser
The kind that’s laced with—
(Wait, it’s hitting me)
Never mind, now I’m flyin’ in space and they won’t find this place
I’ma hide my face so don’t try to chase me
Was I right to make this?
I’ve made quite the statement
8th grade I was writing pages
Wrote a comic book
Then one day it was confiscated
Gave the counselor a look at everything that’s going on in this brain
Feeling lost and insane
Even on the brightest days, deep inside was a writhing pain
And my mind was made when all the cries of anguish outweighed all the ties I’ve made
My life was hangin’
Then my mind had changed when the light from my sight had faded
Thought maybe if I tried to hang tight for a bit, I could find my greatness
Tryna fight temptation
Why you think I’m impatient, and hate when my time is wasted?
My heart’s been plagued with hatred
Never been the type to pray
No faith in the lies or enslavement that ties into Christ or Satan