A VICIOUS CYCLE OF GOOD AND BAD

(VERSE 1):
(listen)Hard to decipher between my rights and wrongs
Tell me what I’m doing right, am I ever doing wrong?
I've been sitting by tryna make these fucking songs
I've been tryna make a dollar I've been feeling real alone
But I, tend to sit around and ignore all the beauty that's surrounding
All the energy they take away from life
Take away my pride, don't take away my rights
Take away the worst from me to prevent myself from hurting me
Its hard to do this living if I'm bound to just see villains
If they bound to just keep killing Making millions by the second
Its disgusting hella' recklеss How they treat us like wе’re lessened
Like we’re any fucking different
And its hard to hear the truth when you never had a youth
Forced to grow inside the virus Eventually meet your doom
But its always easier looking outside in
Keep on lying to yourself, so you block out the sins

(CHORUS):
I was never really asked to be a part of this shit
But I stare death up in the face and tell him I never quit
Cause its a struggle everyday, but I know I see the end
Good and bad cycles round us so we’re bound to just sin
I was never really asked to be a part of this shit
But I stare death up in the face and tell him I never quit
Cause its a struggle everyday, but I know I see the end
Good and bad cycles round us so we’re bound to just sin

(VERSE 2):
Ain't no time to be wasted in this life
We be overthinking lies, the times that we tried to make it different
Now it's harder than the beginning
I keep tryna' fight the feeling
I keep tryna' run away but I get caught up in these loops
I never knew what it would be like to keep trying chasing you
But I know all the other times I tried to love it ends with bruises
Make excuses for the pain, but is the pain what I've been choosing?
It's amusing what I'd do to lose confusion (this shit crazy)

(CHORUS):
I was never really asked to be a part of this shit
But I stare death up in the face and tell him I never quit
Cause its a struggle everyday, but I know I see the end
Good and bad cycles round us so we’re bound to just sin