A true story (wake up happy i wish)

She tried to fix me
But she leaves me

She said she got a cancer
Yeah this is a real story
She doesnt wanna disappoint me and ma family but still

She leaves me and marry someone else
You said you love me
But why you leave me
I can't trust no more
All i hear is lies

Wake up happy i wish
I turn my pc on
Trynna finish this sad song
Sadly this sad song
Just made my feelin worse
But when i sing
I didn't think
I only feel
It feels so good
It feels so nice
Thats why all these sad songs
Save me

It heals me

I can't trust no one
All i hear is lies
I got butterflies on my mind
I need a medicine to make me relax
But i relapse
Realize

Got no one to call
When im high they trynna bring me down
When im low they said im weak
I feel like shit
So whats the different?
Should i feel confident
Or anxious
This anxiety not even real
I play with ma mind
But im lost and it wins

When it rains it pours
I can't trust no one
All i hear is lies
I got butterflies on my mind

Wake up happy i wish
I turn my pc on
Trynna finish this sad song
Sadly this sad song
Just made my feelin worse
But when i sing
I didn't think
I only feel
It feels so good
It feels so nice
Thats why all these sad songs
Save me

It heals me

They wanna live forever
I just wanna get through the night
Will i make it till tomorrow