A striking disappearance

Battled through another suicide
Sadness took me for a long ride
Hand in hand we walked into the night

She saved me on
Sunday morning

Saw her life flashing before me
Now I know where I've been running
To someone who is nothing like me

She saved me on
Sunday morning

Cry out to millions, hundreds listen, but I am not one
This open book is not what it seems, it's all for fun
I lost my mind and I lost my heart, soul's still for sale
Spinning in circles, stop on a dime, now watch me fail

Don't forget me
Don't regret me
For too long

I'll be freely
Celebrating
Until I am gone

Born into pain, a child shouldn't know, I've found an answer
Put on a new face, on with the show, an ornate disaster
When morning comes, it still kicks my ass, sell me a rescue
No memories, just old battle scars, remind me of you

Don't forget me
Don't regret me
For too long

I'll be freely
Celebrating
Until I am gone

I've paid the price to entertain
The ones who only know my name
And my striking disappearance

They showed up and left so fast
Did I make it into their past?
Their loyalty came to an end