​a song for the angels

[Verse]
Lock me in my room at night
Fill my walls with the blinding moonlight
Sleepless nights are all i know
You can't say I told you so
Every night I count more sheep
Until I scream and fall and weep
Your expectations rise
But yet, I still get no praise
Why the fuck do I even try?
When every night all I do is cry
When will I be enough for you?
What else do I have to do
I'm so sick of this
I'm so sick of your shit
Just leave me alone
Don't fucking call my phone
One day, I won't pick up
You still won't give a fuck
Every day, you scream and shout
I might just rip my heart out
When will you see my pain?
When will you learn its all in vain?
I give up