A song for rei, my side piece (also known as apathy)

[Verse: MF Zeph]
I think that im in love
With a bitch named apathy
Rei ayanami shawty
Way she went and laughed at me
Cause she dont listen to my words
Just a hundred other like her
Only keep this bitch around
Cause she always keep a lighter
And i dont believe in ecstasy
Im my own company
Cause others get the best of me
Im sorry you in love
Because you only get the rest of me
Never do commitment
Cause my brain cracked just like my teeth
Cracked out in the crack housе
Black cat, sippin green tea
Teal waves with cеrulean hair strands
I only show a lack of interest
But for you i just might throw hands
If push comes to shove
I might throw a fuckin hand, or two
Or three, or four
I just dont feel like im bringing home the gold
Cause my brain is fucking damaged
I can't comprehend shit that you is saying
Ive never been too fluent in spanish

[Verse: CORTEZ]
I thought i told you
Wanted nothing to do with you
Always find you crawling back
Like engine owning bitch i never missed you
1000 ping glitching through the wall
But you’re the issue
Gave you all my trust but all that power you went and misused
Perfect picture when you’re cropped out the frame
I’ve felt the same for 18 years straight
Adolescence syndrome, relive this shitty day
Treated you like my hair and took a blade
Ripped you out my brain
Let all the hurt cascade
Lack the energy or any fucking will
Too even keep up with your pace
Like laundry mats i keep a steady change
Never get too comfortable just to keep me safe
Keep my leaf green and a couple sapphires on my chains
Posters all on my walls i just need colors to fill my space
Could honestly give a fuck if you weren’t alive today