A Soldier For His Country

I still don't know who I am
The only thing i know that my name is Sam
And i wonder, where i lived
I remember a soldier and he's giving me a gift

And I'm bleeding
I lay down in a hole all alone without a meaning
And i suffer
I am still alive and I've nothing more to offer

Oh I'm not scared
I am ready, i release myself
Oh I'm not scared
I am ready, i release myself

Shooting people thats my duty
I almost killed myself completely in fury
And I'm not made for this
The war is almost over, there's a light in the darkness

I feel guilty
My family is standing, waiting, it's over I've been lonley
I shoot a bullet through my head
My pain will be over
And I'll be there

Oh I'm not scared
I am ready, i release myself
Oh I'm not scared
I am ready, i release myself

Oh I'm not scared
I am ready, i shoot myself
Oh I'm not scared
I am ready, i shoot myself