A Shadow I See

Ive been
Dodging the bullets
Ive been
Fighting my fights
Ive been
Searching for sun
When there
Wasn't any light
I wasn't
This down for so long
This got me feeling
So wrong
So 'lone lusting for stuff
Desperate for this song
Ive been
Dodging the bullets
Ive been
Dodgin my thoughts
Now im
Whispering in my sleep
Hear voices in my nights
Ive been
This close to be the most
I can be
But i dont like me
Thats why its just
The shadow i see

Ive been
More hateful then i used to be
I dont see me as you see
Now i got
Blurry vision
Well shit, why me?
White and black
Front to back
What i lack
Is so clear
All this stuff that i fear
Seems to be so nеar
I don't know
What got me feeling so low
Rhyming to this slow motion
Beat
Often i walk around thеse streets
And repeat the lines in my head
That seem to hit me deep
Half asleep
But i know

Ive been
Dodging the bullets
Ive been
Fighting my fights
Ive been
Searching for sun
When there
Wasn't any light
I wasn't
This down for so long
This got me feeling
So wrong
So 'lone lusting for stuff
Desperate for this song
Ive been
Dodging the bullets
Ive been
Dodgin my thoughts
Now im
Whispering in my sleep
Hear voices in my nights
Ive been
This close to be the most
I can be
But i dont like me
Thats why its just
The shadow i see