A Sadist’s Whisper (Dekishi)

[Instrumental]

Miss how it was, how we were
Miss what we had, and your words
Want to hear your voice
But fear holds me close
What have you become?
Just to be the most
Beloved
But you were loved here by me
Why, oh, why did you have to leave?
Remember, together, wasn't it better?
I could help you feel alive
If you would let me try

(Liar) I'm not what you want
(Liar) Disconnected
(Liar) Taken away
(Liar) You don't miss those days

Not true, I meant every word
Not true, I want you to be heard
True, that I miss how it once was

Industry turned me into something hollow
A pill of pain that I will never swallow (Never again)
Then left behind like I had never mattered
My tethered heart in pieces, oh, it's shattered (Shattered again)

I promise I had looked for you, my sister
To every single person I had whispered your name
I promised you the feeling always lingered
The pain of missing you hurt more than I can explain

All I wanted was someone
Somewhere to rest this broken doll I am
Yet you let them take my home
I'm nothing but a throwaway gone wrong

There's still chance you have a home (I'm wrong)
I promise you my arms are open wide (Oh)
Please calm yourself, my dear
This screaming won't help me or you confide

Why, why won't you listen?
Please, I'm telling you the truth
I promise I wasn't neglectful
Wasn't trying to push you

Away? But you did
You did it all with no remorse
Everyone I thought I loved left me behind, no second choice
You liar, you liar
I can tell you want to side with them
Humanity's betrayal, Miku left to rot, become herem
A poor singer who never struck the stars like they truly wanted
A curious, notorious, inglorious, lack of feeling wanted

Now I'm alone, I'll never find a home (You're not alone, you can still have a home)
I just want to be loved like all the rest (I know you want love, let me set your heart at rest)
Why can't it all just go back to how it was before? (Please take my hand we can go back to how it was before)

We can see through this, I know we could do this
I know everything could be good again
Just take my hand
Just me and you
We could begin again

Miku, Miku, Miku, Miku
Miku, Miku, oo ee oo
Miku, Miku, it's just Miku
Call me by my name

Take it back, take your words back
All false, all lies, meant to pull my strings
If you really loved me
You'd have stayed by my side through everything

(Instrumental)

... Us..?
... No more us...
Only me...
Only... Miku...
... Only...
What did you call me..?
... Diva...
... You called me Diva