A Portrait Of (Rearranged 2018)

I've been feeling suicidal
And if I need remind you
It's not the coming of my heart and my brain
I was thinking about how great
It would be if I could make the tightness in my chest go away
It's been a while since I've seen God
And I'm not trying to lead him on
But he's always trying to fuck me
To the tune of my favorite song

And they're playing "The '59 Sound" in heaven
While the angels were drinking up whiskey and Cokes
It's hard to freeze your anxieties
When your best friends' torching your coat
Your coat

Drop that phone, drink a glass of water
And call me when you get in your bеd
I've seen inside your head
And I'm doing thе surgery on the parts
That still wish you were dead

'Cause I've lost too many friends
So I'll say it again and again
And again and again
And again and again
And again and again

I'm not trying to say it's easy
But I'm trying to say it's fine
I've still got your demons
And they're not gonna be leaving any time

Any time soon
Any time soon
Any time soon
Any time soon

I'm not trying to say it's easy
But I'm trying to say it's fine