A Pierrot’s Embrace

[Part 1]
Taher bless me up
Uh, I hate myself, uh, u-uh, o-oh
Yea, I hate myself and things that I do
I feel bad for you, I broke you in two
But you fucked me up, got blood on my shoes
Alone in my room, looking at pics of you
Why am I always sad? Sorry mom and dad
I struggle with what we had, now call me a cab
And the feelings run deep but the blade runs deeper
Blood on my sheets and blood on my sneakers
Wake up at 3, you're facetiming me
Is this a dream? Am I still asleep?
And you kiss on my cheek as I start to bleed
Falling apart out in the street
You're meant for me, uh
Is this a dream? Uh
I can not sleep, no
Is this a dream? Uh
And the feelings run deep but the blade it runs deeper
Blood on my sheets and blood on my sneakers
Woke up at 3, you were facetiming me
Is this a dream? Am I still asleep?
Feelings run deep but the blade it runs deeper
Blood on my sheets and blood on my sneakers
Woke up at 3, you were facetiming me
Is this a dream? Am I still asleep?
And you kiss on my cheek as I start to bleed
Falling apart out in the street

[Part 2]
Taher bless me up
[?] fucked up my life
Oh, o-oh
And I take a step outside, like the morning in the night
[?] it's alright, but I fucked up my life
Baby what you wanna do?
I'll just leave it up to you
We can fuck and skip school, pretend that I'm cool
Shawty I can be yours, take you on tour
Play some nightcore, I've been livin' life scorin'
Yea I don't wanna fall in love, no
I just wanna get fucked up, yea
You just wanna hit my cup, woah
Shawty [?] turn up, oh
Passed out, backyard, I want you more
We'll go, so far, just take my arm
Yea I don't wanna fall in love, no
I just wanna get fucked up, yea
You just wanna hit my cup, woah
Shawty [?] turn up, oh
Yea I don't wanna fall in love, no
Passed out, backyard, I want you more
We'll go, so far, just take my arm