A Numbness

Misdirected you're on the side of the street
Where are of the friends you just couldn’t keep
Where are the ones that want you (?) until your soul goes gray

Bottled up I can't take the pressure
How many times can this world make it better?

A numbness
Reluctant
Wasting away

(They're gonna drive away, get in car accidents, and graduate)
They’ll decipher what place to turn to next
While I'm stationary trying to accept
The fact that I stood still while they're moving along
'Cause I have nothing to show for the days that I lost
Accepting I'm past my prime
Accepting the guilt for my diminishing life

A numbness
Reluctant
Wasting away my innocence
Struggle to breathe
At the thought of the end
But I'll bite my tongue, turn my back and run, to just give in

Where'd the days go?
Repetition you're used to
I can’t help myself this time

A numbness
Reluctant
Wasting away my innocence
Struggle to breathe
At the thought of the end
But I’ll bite my tongue, turn my back and run, to just give in