A Nobody

[Verse]
How i feel, is a mystery
not the how, but the why is it meant for me
understanding the lacking of sympathy
tempting me i just needa show a little empathy
stagnant again
tears filled with laughs at the end not okay
but i'm glad to pretend so they ask me again
are you feeling mad or upset,
it's the whole world sitting on my neck
so i can't feel shit no more
can't even feel pissed no more
hate the whole world fuck a world tour
same shit, different day, lie awake still a slave,
breaking away by the end can't escape it
so now i gotta face it
the pain that i had i replaced it
and now it's catching up to me
hit me so fast that i can't run from it, none of it,
i'm ashamed and they making fun of it
i am lost and i'm empty
ain't a thing that you can say that will impress me
unless you suppress me
go head tell ya bestie
killing every single thing in sight until them motherfuckers come and arrest me
live in the streets, is the violence we see,
so we die on the streets, doing crimes on the streets
it's a cycle at least now divide us for peace
much better rioting than dying by police
ask me how i feel
it really feels like things will never change