A Million Missed Calls

I called you up again today, and you didn't pick up
It's weird, it's...
I didn't expect it to happen this quickly, you know?
The thought of, uh, growing apart
Before we ever really knew each other
And now, you know, now I don't fucking have a life
I sit here, and I worry about myself so much
That it's almost offensive when other people worry about me

But you, it was...
It was different with you
It's like I wanted you to care
I wanted you to be nosy, I wanted you to be there
And I know it's stupid of me to say that you don't care
I mean, of course you do, but
I want you to care so much more
I want you to care so much that it annoys me, you know?
That it annoys everybody around us

[Verse 2]
So all you really left me with was an empty chest
And all I left you with was a million missed calls
But that's okay, because one day, you'll know that I tried
And at the end of each day, I can rest my head easy
Telling myself that I tried