A.M Call

Trudging through cement
All I can do is lament
For the things I could of done
And the path I could of taken
Maybe I'm right where I'm meant to be
Or maybe I have deviated
But once again she reached out to me
Called me a friend
And said she would see me again so
Let's do our little dance again
Running round in circles
Where's your face?
Where you been?
I been working for your grace
I been working for that break
Shedding blood sweat and tears yeah
Stumbling over hurdlеs
Hurt me
Purple
Bruises on my hеart
Google says it's cause I'm smart
But then why do I always miss the start
Oh watch me fall apart
Under the covers
I'm here where it's safe
Warm, dark and damp
This familiar place

She called me in the A A.M
I was so lonely didn't think I'd sing again
She called me in the A A.M
I was so lonely didn't think I'd sing again
Didn't think I'd sing again
She called me in the A A.M

I been trying to get a hold of you
I picked up up my phone
But all I got was the dial tone
I guess you were not home
And now I'm wondering
What all this was for
It's starting to feel like a chore
Reluctance I feel it deep in my core
You keep ignoring all of my calls, my pleas
And everything in between
Oh she left me
That thing that makes me gleam
I hope she comes back to me
One day
I'll be waiting for your A.AM call