​a love letter.

[Intro]
"Love without passion is like a body without a soul."

[Verse]
Where to go? I don't know, hide my soul, I won't show
Anyone the many things I feel when they get too close
Can't be fixed, I'm too broke, I'm searching for a new hope
Imma let you let you find in me what's really there but won't glow
Be the spark I need to burst in flames, I can't go like Cobain
I just wanna see the day I'm saved, I don't want fucking fame
I just need myself to make me safe but I feel out of place
Yeah, I might get lots of plays but I still feel like I'm a waste
You don't know how I feel when I see your eyes
I know it's a disguise covering up all the lies
You told me that you cared but you left me fucking scared
Girl I see you everywhere, swear this life ain't fucking fair
Bitch you ain't really nothing but a hoe
I can't even stay with you, I really gotta go
If I don't, you gone leave me cold, till I'm dead and I'm growing mold
Scars on my heart you can't see, the one I need, you can't be
Stayed here so long, now I can't leave
Breathed in your love, now I can't breathe
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this
Why try when I always end up pissed? My life is nothing but a ball of shit
I'd cry but I'd rather make a song like this
Why would you hurt me for nothing? I knew you were up to something
You say you care but you bluffing, I lost my way cause I made you my compass

[Outro]
This is a poem for you, my love, the thing I can't take but it is still my drug
I hope we can both learn to go high above, just so I can knock you down and show you what it's like to trust
You don't even know how hard it was for me to reach out to you
Just for you to do the very thing you said you'd not do
She loves me, she loves me not, picking petals off a flower under the moon is all I really got
Nagging about the past, it's all I'm really good at
According to you, it's something we could get back
But looking at your actions, you're something I don't need back
I hope you can find someone, seems you need that
I fucking hate you