A Lot

[Chorus]
I say sorry a lot
I took the pills with the liquor when you told me stop
I smoked my lungs away, put a black hole right next to my heart
I took too many O’s, you been should’ve put an x on my heart
Thye should’ve knew I was heartbroke from the start
That’s what I tell myself, I can’t do that no more
I took too many pills, Imma crash on the floor
The room spinning, Fourth of July I threw up on this floor
I can’t lie I almost died cutting up on this floor, yeah

[verse]
But that’s sad shit
Music bumping loud, Sipping magic potions
It cause commotion
Ain’t that tragic
I’ve been smoking every day now, my brain static
It’s toxic, I gotta love the taste
It makes me nauseous
I’ll vomit, that’s how I threw up
The lunch I lost it, I lost it
Yeah, I fucking lost it
My mind in the closet
I've been looking for it
It’s up all under stuff, I’ve been rooting for it
My demons playing for the home team, I’m rooting for it
Shit got me feeling like I’m all alone in a forest
Taking all these meds to the head, addictions so annoying
Yeah, but I manage
It's hard to fix my heart when I'm still taking damage, oh

[Chorus]
I say sorry a lot
I took the pills with the liquor when you told me stop
I smoked my lungs away, put a black hole right next to my heart
I took too many O’s, you been should’ve put an x on my heart
Thye should’ve knew I was heartbroke from the start
That’s what I tell myself, I can’t do that no more
I took too many pills, Imma crash on the floor
The room spinning, Fourth of July I threw up on this floor
I can’t lie I almost died cutting up on this floor, yeah