A Long Drive

It's gone be a long drive
So you might as well buckle up and sit tight
I've been really going through it for the past night
Last night was the hardest
Shopping for some time on the market
Why do I care
Why do I share
My feelings even if nobody notice me there
Want to be around but i couldn't be there
Last few moons ain't been treating me fair

Conversations with you in the afternoon after school
My attitude is mistaken for rude but what do I do
I know I haven't been the best I even heard it from you
I usually keep it to myself because of personal views
I never opened up to you but look I hate it that way
I often ponder back in time to see what made it that way
I got reasons but things change and people vanish
It's outlandish how people never could understand it
I understand that it's people who got it worse who am I to complain
Does it mean I keep it under wraps and live under pain
Something else to think about
You think i'm stuck in my ways
It's unlike me to misbehave
Maybe skimming through them chapters
Through you off and then you missed a page
I don't give a fuck about a word better show me you mean it
It been a lost cause middle finger to all y'all and what's yours
You better protect it at all cost
June

It's gone be a long drive
So you might as well buckle up and sit tight
I've been really going through it for the past night
Last night was the hardest
Shopping for some time on the market
Why do I care
Why do I share
My feelings even if nobody notice me there
Want to be around but I couldn't be there
Last few moons ain't been treating me fair

And after all this still we carry on
It start to feel like comatose I almost lost the feeling of engagement
But I know it most I know it don't be coming that easy for me
It seem to be creeping around attacking me visually but i'm here
Know I notice the tension in where I live
Try to help is what I get
I just sit in my own dimension with visions of being big
Reason gave me another reason I'm happy to be a friend
In the end I see a person for who they not to pretend
And that's when the light is altered
On real women and men feelings within
Really would kill niggas again pride
Wins and really get real ill for real
Cause pride kills I know when you're older it's hard to deal
When ways instill I find other ways to heal
And one things for sure
Practice what you preach if it's one thing or more
Master what you be and forever to keeping pure
Cause it's gone be a long drive

It's gone be a long drive
High mileage
Am I in a good mood
It's bad timing
Sorry for the missed convo and bad vibing
Are you in a good mood or bad timing
Is for a long time or just now cause
I been feeling this way since we started driving
Am I in a good mood or bad timing
Sorry for the missed convo and bad timing

It's gone be a long drive
So you might as well buckle up and sit tight
I've been really going through it for the past night
Last night was the hardest
Shopping for some time on the market
Why do I care
Why do I share
My feelings even if nobody notice me there
Want to be around but I couldn't be there
Last few moons ain't been treating me fair