A Little Piece Of Me

Let's not sugar coat this, it's not that sweet
My mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear
Those words someone has to say
It's time to kiss goodbye
I'm so close to ripping out my heart, i'm so close to throwing it in your face
Where will i be then?
No better off than i am now
Alone, afraid, desensitized
This is not the first time and i'm sure its not the last
This is the thing i am sure of, the one thing i know
Let me ask you a question, do you know what's wrong with me?
Can you give me an answer?
If not then leave me the fuck alone, quit playing hero
Honestly these tears are not for you, these tears are for me
The me inside of me, the one that no one sees, the me i strive to be
I am so alone, and i'm afraid of becoming desensitized
At least i think that's what i want
Do you know what i want?
Do you know who i am?
Do you like who i've become?