A Little Fucked Up

[Intro: Elsa Carmona]
Tell my mama I'm sorry that I blame her
For all the shit I know that I could fix
I get mad and scream it down on paper
And then I go and call my therapist

[Chorus: Elsa Carmona]
I'm a little too much, I'm a little too lazy
Sometimes, I get why you could hate me
'Cause I hate how I get so angry, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah

[Verse 1: NEFFEX]
I'm a little fucked up, got me feeling so stuck
I think that I'm unplugged, in my brain there's no blood
Serotonin, not enough, fit my bed like a glove
And my eyes sealed shut and my mind feels numb
Forgive me for the things I say, I'm not mad at you
I had a really bad day, barely getting through
I feel like I've been on the same damn fucking loop
I know that it's all in my brain, but it's fucking true
'Cause I can't seem to escape from the pain (Oh)
I just need to break through the chains (Oh)
Let me go, please let me change (Oh)
Call me by a different name
I don't wanna play the game anymore
I'm just gonna flip over and shake out the board (Oh)
I feel like one day I'll regret this
But I don't know how else I can forget this

[Chorus: Elsa Carmona]
I'm a little too much, I'm a little too lazy
Sometimes, I get why you could hate me
'Cause I hate how I get so angry, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah

[Verse 2: NEFFEX]
Don't take this life for granted
You're lucky to have landed
I know you might feel stranded
It's never how we planned it
But that's the beauty in living
You got a view you were given
But you can choose to just give in
Or you can choose a new vision
It's never easy as it seems
Sometimes I feel like the world just wants me on my knees, oh, oh
Screaming out, begging, "Please"
Give me a sign, a light, fucking anything
But that's the beauty of it
If it were easy no one would really give a shit
We would all just sit around, with nothing to do
Nothing to prove, nothing to lose, no reason to move, oh, oh

[Bridge: NEFFEX]
So, be thankful for the lows in your life
'Cause on the other side there's a high that you'll like
So, be thankful for the lows in your life
'Cause on the other side there's a high that you'll like

[Chorus: Elsa Carmona]
I'm a little too much, I'm a little too lazy
Sometimes, I get why you could hate me
'Cause I hate how I get so angry, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah
I'm a little fucked up, yeah

[Outro: Elsa Carmona]
Tell my mama I'm sorry that I blame her
For all the shit I know that I could fix
I get mad and scream it down on paper
And then I go and call my therapist
I'm a little fucked up, yeah