A Letter to You

Yeah
Yeah, I shed tears if I'm alone
Even if I'm sitting in the car or I'm at home
Every time I start to think about things wrong
You might think that life is great
When you see a nigga driving BMW i8's, McLaren, Lambo' like every other day
That shit don't mean a thing

These things still get inside my head
I still wish that I was dead, I swear

Damn, they say that I'm flexing, I don't get it
Other niggas be whoofing shit but I ain't scared to say that its rented
Couple DMs from a couple fans asking me "how did you get it"
2k a day nigga, but it don't make a difference, yeah

'Cause I still have these thoughts all inside my head
And I still wish that I was dead
It don't make it no difference where I am, I swear

And you
Sometimes you say things that you know is gonna just get to me
And I'm craziest nigga that she know but she still support me mentally
Cause I'm so sure at this point any other girl would've left me
And its hard to do things right now like I was born a lefty

Ah, you gotta check me out
If I'm doing things wrong, you gotta check me now
I can't free myself, you gotta let me out
I can't free myself, you gotta let me out
Babe just hold me down
Babe just hold me down
Just make me a promise you'll always be around
I don't wanna put that pressure on ya
But I'm finna put that pressure on ya
Yeah, yeah, yeah

And this one to the fans, man
I promise I'll always be here
And I know it seems like I'm far sometimes
But I swear to God I'll always be near
I know it sounds cliché to say but without y'all I wouldn't be here
And when I say I wouldn't be here I meen physically, like mentally
I gotta learn how to really stop letting things out there get to me
Be a better person, be a better mind for the people out there hearing
If anybody is out there right now and you're listening
And if you feel alone right now, hit Soundcloud and just check on me

Yeah, cause I been hearing things inside my fuckin' head
And I steady wish that I was fuckin dead
And a nigga staying [?]