A Letter To Who

I feel like a bitch, I can't handle the pressure
I'm always scared nothin' changing the weather
Everyday feel like I'll never be better
I'm on the edge, think I'd hurt you I'd never
You think I'm crazy, might go off the deep end
Living my life seemingly with no meanin'
Neuroatypical, seem like the typical
What the fucks wrong with my head filled with demons?
I am the ghost sat inside of your room
Watching over you when no one is home
I just want someone to hold, yes I do
Hard to do that when they slippin' right through
Sinkin' right down to a bottomless pit
Feelin' like nobody give a shit
These pills on my counter got me really tempted
I guess I'll just go and start takin' my pick

Start takin' my pick, takin' my pick
Start takin' my pick

Runnin' out of apologies
When will I realize that I cannot do this alone
Find out I'm never acknowledging
The problems that sit at my core and make me cold
I'm sick of the wandering
Through desolate places that only wiill ever know
You'll never bother me
I love you so much, maybe more than you could know
Maybe more than you could know
Maybe more than you could know