A Letter - A Void

I thought I could, I thought I could let you slip un-noticed
I thought we could, I thought we could share something beautiful
Was I just a role in your twisted game?
Well, did I ever get you somewhere or did I ever help you?
Truelove is fiction
Now that I look back on it all it all seams so clear:
I was just a helping hand like all of the others
'Help me through.’ you held my hand
You held my hand like we were a couple
I thought I meant, I thought I meant something more than a 'psykologist'
All the words flew back at me:
’... and how are you, how are you? you just keep asking questions.'
It makes me always remember all... all of... all of those... those bloody letters
I will protect you from yourself