A Killer’s Diary

[Intro]
Tilli Mack, you freakin', yo!

[Chorus: M.A.D]
It's the butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon
'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)
Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound
I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon
So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain

[Verse 1: M.A.D.]
I got that cold steel pressed against my temple
Ain't no amount of weed up in my system fix my mental
'Cause these haters drive me crazy whеn I'm trying to stay in focus
But I grew up in the mud like thе petals of a lotus
And I'm from the block and suburban, I grew up poor
A box of tapes up in the dumpster, horror flicks to pick my brain apart
All black in my closet when you lookin' in
Hands shakin' hands, with them shakin' hands, a crooked grin
I open up like a book and give you all the pages
I gave you all the pages, swear this shit just so outrageous
Fuck a hater, fuck a judge, and really fuck a racist
Only time I'm happy when I murder all these fuckin' stages

[Chorus: M.A.D]
It's the butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon
'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)
Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound
I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon
So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain

[Verse 2: Ant Dog]
Man this life is so fucked up (Fucked up)
Slowly consumed by the past, naw, but I can't take it back
But the voices inside my heads remember that (Remember that)
And the look in your eyes, dead, I remember that (I remember that)
Lifeless and I’m maxed out
No breathin', I'm a nuthouse
Time off, fuck that
Rent's due, I need that
Free time an issue?
Drinkin' down another issue
Come blink, another tissue
Reflection mirror, who is you?
But I'ma stay in my cocoon
Where my pistol fully loaded and my thoughts are consumed
I'm just a twisted individual, a part of this show
Hoping some of y'all can relate 'cause this life is a bitch, you know

[Chorus: M.A.D]
It's the butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon
'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)
Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound
I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon
So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain

[Verse 3: Insane Poetry]
I'ma load it, lock it, hold it, cock it
Show this rocket and blow yo noggin
Leave fragments of your memory
On the cement everywhere, what a chilling scene
This is my grizzly thing
With Madopelli we are killing things
This is the season excited for what the winter brings
More targets for my insatiable appetite
Am I deranged? Hell yeah, I ain't wrapped too tight
I got the voices in my head while the mirror's watching
A vicious monster, what happened to the little kid from Compton?
He grew up with the sickest conscience
Beggin' to let out the rage once let out the cage
It's the--

[Chorus: M.A.D]
Butterfly effect, let me stay in my cocoon
'Cause I'm locked up with my thoughts where every minute they consume (Yeah)
Lookin' for a way out, bullet flesh to head wound
I ain't missin' nothing 'cause this world gon' be dead soon
So I load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
I'ma load it, lock it, pull the trigger and aim
And I ain't gon' stop 'til this whole world a bloodstain