­a grim contrast

[Verse 1]
Yeah, pit in my stomach
If I had you by my side we could watch the world plummet
Like fuck it
I know this punishment is meant to teach me something
But we were supposed to kick it till we kicked the bucket
You got a mean side, and I love you, and I love it
But if you shut me out then I’ll become a shut-in
That ain’t supposed to be a threat, it’s just facts
You were gone with the press of a button, I can’t relax

[Chorus]
No one to hold me when I fall asleep
No one to share a bed with when I’m counting sheep
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the tears
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the tears
No one to hold me when I fall asleep
No one to share a bed with when I’m counting sheep
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the tears
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the…

[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, a whole world apart
The mirror got broke now all I got is a shard
A whole world apart
The mirror got broke now all I got is a shard
And if you hear this and we haven’t made up by this point
Just know I think about you every time I look at that coin
Or my hoodie you wore, or my tin of Altoids
Or every time my friends rag on me for dating a-

[Verse 2]
All the people that I’ve had to tell my life to
Since the moment in the airport that I would find you
It was awkward at first, but then we got alone and I knew
That were meant to be together as long as the sky’s blue
Fast forward, I was gone but I would write you, type you
Holding sticks into a fire as my mind blew
Take me back to November when everything was lighter
We could be lovers getting higher, we didn’t have to be fighters

[Chorus]
Yeah, no one to hold me when I fall asleep
No one to share a bed with when I’m counting sheep (I’m sorry)
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the tears
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the tears
No one to hold me when I fall asleep
No one to share a bed with when I’m counting sheep
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the tears
No one to guide me when I cannot see through the…

[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, a whole world apart
The mirror got broke now all I got is a shard
A whole world apart
The mirror got broke now all I got is a shard
And if you hear this and we haven’t made up by this point
Just know I think about you every time I look at that coin
Or my hoodie you wore, or my tin of Altoids
Or every time my friends rag on me for dating a boy

[Outro]
Oh, yes Britannia
I surrender, book me and toss the key
Oh, yes Britannia
I’ll remember your generosity
Yes Britannia