A farewell letter of grief & sorrow

[Intro]
And if I was you, I wouldn’t hold my breath
I got a running on empty soul, told you what I meant
Oh nah, that’s true, why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help

[Chorus]
This is bigger than you and me
Damn, I’d probably die tryna save myself
That’s true, that’s me
You’re prolly wondering why I fell
Why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help

[Verse 1]
She took my phone, she blocked her Insta
I said “why you do that?”, she said “I won’t miss ya”
I tell myself to get back up
I don’t wanna die, just not live like this
Ever since you died, thеre’s not a thing I grin at
Or crack a smile, it’s been 3 d**n months and it’s been a while
I need to talk to you, I need your advicе
Cause I have one good day and it’s back to life
And that day’s in bed and I am happy at night
I tell myself that you’re alive
No, that’s not healthy and I’m not perfect
I’m simply hiding from feeling worthless
I really need you back on the surface
Don’t like the person that I am turning
Just give me a sign

[Chorus]
This is bigger than you and me
Damn, I’d probably die tryna save myself
That’s true, that’s me
You’re prolly wondering why I fell
Why me? Why me?
Well I’ll tell you, I’m no help

[Verse 2]
How do you feel? I feel great, I feel great
Hope heaven’s treating you well, I’ll wait, I’ll wait
Gotta make some stories to tell, to your face, at the gate
You were worried bout my health, I feel great, I’m okay
I’ll play a show right now and I’ll scream your name
It’s been getting colder outside, and I know you hate that
(I know you hate that)

[Verse 3]
I got lost in my old ways
And I hope you’re proud, I guess I won’t know now
Cause it was one bad moment that changed my life
Can’t forgive myself, I can’t love my vice
I tell myself to get back up
Butterflies remind me that you are my shell
I love you more than I love myself