​a faint pulse of the life i had.

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard how do you do that?"
Think it's creativе, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up samе old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit
I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did
I'm still rockin the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad
I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place
Don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard how do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts