A DREAMSCAPE

Really wanna breakdown my conscious
And find what’s causing the nonsense
I keep getting stuck in the process
Im losing grip on these concepts
Im feeling like heartbreak and ounces
I chase that high not no downers
I really don’t fuck with encounters
Im tryna find what empowers
I really wanna see what’s beyond us
Im tryna explore my subconscious
Im tryna afford what’s beyond us
Im feeling real broke and dishonest
Im just tryna juggle the options
Tryna not fall for the toxins
Im really tryna change my perception
To use my brain as a weapon
It feels this life isn’t destined
Cause all the pain I’ve been stressing
Has manifested investments
And found its way and ingested
I try my best to contest it
So I build walls and suppress it
But that’s not fine I confess it
Its just been hard to express it
Nevertheless Ive been blessed
And thought its hard I regret
How really untrue I reflect
And all the skills I neglect
I ain't been feeling the best
Except for music I obsess
Its the only thing that helps with stress
Its the only way to decompress