A Dream I Can’t Remember (Intro)

Eyes empty, my heart cold as December
All this, for a dream I can't remember
Go away, I want to help myself be better
All this, for a dream I'll never enter
Eyes empty, my heart cold as December
All this, for a dream I can't remember
Go away, I want to help myself be better
All this, for a dream I'll never enter

You think I'm fine, got to get it off my chеst
Too much time alone, I ain't feeling the bеst
I'm obsessed, I'm obsessed, I'm obsessed, I'm obsessed
I'm so stressed, I'm depressed, but I think I might be blessed
Eyes empty, pain been putting me in frenzies
Takin' melatonin to refresh my memory
Of this dream I can't remember, it's a fuckin' terror
Pray to God that I will never fold under the pressure

Eyes empty, my heart cold as December
All this, for a dream I can't remember
Go away, I want to help myself be better
All this, for a dream I'll never enter
Eyes empty, my heart cold as December
All this, for a dream I can't remember
Go away, I want to help myself be better
All this, for a dream I'll never enter

You said you'd save me
You said you'd save me
You said you'd save me
You said you'd save me
You said you'd save me
You said you'd save me
You said you'd save me
You'd never save me

Powerless to stop it, I wish I could've just saved you
Regret all those times I jokingly said I hate you
Said nobody loved you but I promised you that they do
If it's all part of Gods plan, then why did he take you?
I wish I just let out the shit I couldn't let myself say
But I don't even know if it would've changed shit anyway
On your grave, I won't stop until I made a change
Now that you're gone I think about you every fuckin' day

What is my purpose?
Startin' to wonder if this life is worth it
Do I deserve it?
Shrugging you off so I don't feel the burning
If I want death then I'll earn it