​a day in the simulation

[Intro: kennedyxoxo]
I bet a lot of people wonder what it's like to be me
But if I told you
You would probably want to pack up and leave
I'm sorry
Things aren't all that they seem
You gon' ask me how I'm doin'
I'm a lie through my teeth to you
And I know that's wrong
But its how you'll remember me
I've got a head that's in the clouds
I can't see what's ahead of me
Play the music so loud
You can hear it in heaven
Because I'm leaving right now
And I don't know what's next for me
But I'll see you eventually
When the sky falls down
I want you to be next to me
Messing up is my speciality
You're the bеst for me
But I don't think that you know what's best for me

[Verse 1: kennedyxoxo]
'Causе you live in a world that you let someone create for you
And I bet that you'd say it's going great for you
And you know that I've been living a lie
But baby, ignorance is bliss
Don't let them take it away from you
I hate to say it, but it's probably too late for me
Or maybe you just have a little more faith in me
I've never been the one to put up a fight
But I'm a natural disaster, I swear no one is safe from me

[Verse 2: Love Jai]
I won't put all my baggage onto you
I can't imagine a life where it's just us two
I'm missing chemicals inside my brain
They fuck up my mood
Don't wanna be a damn burden
But it's all that I do
And I'm so tired of thinking
I'm nothing more than a waste of space to you
No, it's not fair that you're in my head again
One second I'm fine
And in the next, I'm not
Just another day inside my simulation
Palms itching, bloody mouth, and now my heart keep racing
Anxiety a bitch, I don't wanna do no conversation
I'm screaming to the sky, but I lost communication

[Refrain: Love Jai]
So I'll stare outside of my window all again
And I can tell you how it started
But I can't tell you how it ends
So I'll stare outside of my window all again
Sure, I'll tell you how it started
But I can't tell you how it ends

[Verse 3: Jomie]
Uh, cryptic
No one get the message
Ain't not done, don't fit descriptions
I can never talk in public, I just get to glitchin'
To each his own, find no satisfaction
In this dome
So I wonder what I'm fighting for
Seeping through the pressure
I could never really get some rest
Ain't no one as hot as me
I'm burning on the inside
Too far gone
Someone get me out of this matrix
What else is there left to prove
There's no more savin'
Got nothing else to lose
That makes me dangerous
No one is real
Girl I hate conversating
I spoke to the devil
He says that he's waiting for me

[Outro: Jomie]
I drive blindfold
Through twists and turns
Someone get me out of here
I gotta get out of here
One false move, I'm doomed as reckless
Love me now just to dread it in a second
Simp through life, I'm fine as careless
You were never there, you're more like an acquaintance
Shooting stars, please take me, where do you roam?
I'm too young to feel this all, It's all one scripted
And I ain't sold
I'm pending on a miracle