A cry 4 help

[Intro]
Caustyk

[Chorus]
Wake up n I wonder will I die today
When I think about all the drugs I take
I can’t help it when I’m sober I don’t feel okay
I don’t know if ima make it
If I have it ima take it like fuck
Wake up n I wonder will I die today
When I think about all the drugs I take
I can’t help it when I’m sober I don’t feel okay
I don’t know if ima make it
If I have it ima take it like fuck

[Verse]
I needa start soberin up
But my feelings make me sick as fuck
I needa be numb
I hate what I've become
& sometimes I think that I'm better off
Under the dirt
6ft sleep
Lie me in a hearse
Yea I know I’m the worst

[Chorus]
Wake up n I wonder will I die today
When I think about all the drugs I take
I can’t help it when I’m sober I don’t feel okay
I don’t know if ima make it
If I have it ima take it like fuck
Wake up n I wonder will I die today
When I think about all the drugs I take
I can’t help it when I’m sober I don’t feel okay
I don’t know if ima make it
If I have it ima take it like fuck

[Verse 2]
Maybe I’ll get it one day
But now I’m getting high again
Fuck it forget it
I’m giving up
I’m getting high again

Wait no, no wait
That's just my brain
Bipolar, insane
I really need change

I need a life with a substance, wellfed
I needa put down the substance
I needa quit with the fuck shit
Ima stand tall soon jus truss it

I try to keep my head up
But the thoughts that reside
Are too heavy to hold

[Chorus]
Wake up n I wonder will I die today
When I think about all the drugs I take
I can’t help it when I’m sober I don’t feel okay
I don’t know if ima make it
If I have it ima take it like fuck
Wake up n I wonder will I die today
When I think about all the drugs I take
I can’t help it when I’m sober I don’t feel okay
I don’t know if ima make it
If I have it ima take it like fuck

[Outro]
Maybe I’ll get it one day
But now I’m getting high again
Fuck it forget it
I’m giving up
I’m getting high again
(no not again)
Wait no, no wait
That's just my brain
Bipolar, insane