A Combination for Disaster

I'm a mess of insecurities on my own demise
It's leading me to tragedy
It's killing me, controlling me
All your promises are always such lonely roads
You've always been my enemy
Yet always out weigh everything

It's never ... when ...
I always say ... in the mirror
I'm losing way buried in this shame
Starving on my knees to keep this figure

Suck the life right out of me until I can't fight
Spilling back up everything
Until I choke and I can't breathe

It's never ... when ...
I always say ... in the mirror
I'm losing way buried with this shame
Starving on my knees to keep this figure

It's never ... when ...
I always say ... in the mirror
I'm losing way buried in this shame...