A Clockwork Black

Take me
Far away from here
My dear
I-I
Feel so lonely
No one told me
My colors would fade
Maybe
Some light will shine
And I'll be fine
I-I
Just want to leave
Torturing me
I dream of the day

Wait a minute
Wonder why I'm sinning
Fuck I slipped up again
And I'm
Hurting those around me
Crossing every boundary
This shit won't end
And I
See the colors fading
Everything is changing
Vices and trends
Got me thinking
Ending life
I'm sinking
It's clockwork till the end

I run from my problems
I run to the pain
I'm sick of the drama
Makes me go insane
And I hate the monsters
That this world has made
And I tend to ponder
If I'll be okay
I run from my problems
I run to the pain
I'm greeting my trauma
Cause thats here to stay
But I hate the monster
That I have became
Yet I tend to wonder
Why my colors fade