A cactus named Jerry (Ek wil saam jou wees vir ewig)

I had a nightmare last night
It wasn't one of those scary ones
It was one where you loved me again

And I woke up crying
Because I thought we'd never be like this
Go through this shit

I remember the summer
And the sun upon my back
I didn't want it to end

But your smile was brighter
I wish I could see it again
Wish I could still call it mine

And the waves they pulled me in
And capsized all I thought I'd have
And now the green light is dark on the dock
While I'm sinking 63 feet deep in the lake
Mercury in my gills

I would travel 8242 miles
If it mеant that I could try again
But I have made my mistakes
This ain't a lеsson worth learning
If to learn it I have to live without you

And the world stopped spinning
The whirlpool kept spiraling down
And if you sank, I'd swim down
But that's not what you want from me anymore
And I can't stand it

In this cold Northeastern winter
I'm walking out in bitter cold
I am blistered, I am beaten
My hands are frozen without yours
All that seems to stay inside my head
Is the twentieth of June
When we said our love would never die
It'd always be me and you

And you don't know how much it hurts
To watch you fall for someone else
Cause you were the one I gave my heart to
And you'll never give it back

I wish that you knew
How much that you mean to me
I miss the light inside your eyes
I miss your voice saying goodnight
And I don't get a lot of sleep no more
Staring at the ceiling everynight
I miss you so much