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Standing on a balcony, below me is the light/ Take my plunge into the dark, I hope I lived life right
Falling endlessly, felt gravity's might/ splattered body on cement, the God's will hear my plight
Wish shit wasn't what it was, now I'm fucking dead/ Before I did this I took yo bitch, that slut she give me head
Constantly in pain, turned numb like novacane/ Asking myself where's my pain from anyway
Need someone to come take me away, in my head I'm locked in a fucked up facility/ Orange jumpsuit and bars all day, think back being a kid and play
Slipping back into depression again, been feeling this way since I was like ten/ Up till 4:00am is a tell tale sign, gotta take note when I'm losing my mind
Panic attacks every night, glad I ended shit now/ Bitch I do not fear death, I'm holier than thou
Keep my mannequin in check, made my mind a wreck/ My life's a fucking mess, I'm lonely and erect
Feeling like I'm Aztec, I prophecize I won't last/ consciousness went so fast, life was just a dark past
My mother gave me life, I paid her back with death/ Soul turned sour, get guilt off my chest