This song by Lieu was a deleted song published on May 31, 2020, but brought back up on October 29, 2020. “a” wasn’t the original name of the song. The original name was “what do i call this lol”, then changed the name after calling it “deleting later”.
[Verse]
I think it's me overthinking too much
Not a single person really gives a fuck
I was by your side, I just want you here
I don't want your lies, you don't even care
Not about a bitch, I don't even want me
My emotions are playing copies
There's no one alive that can really help me
And it sucks to leave, I feel like a selfie
I wanna pass some time but more time ain't helping
It's making it worse for me
Hate this shit, I don't wanna breathe, tell mе why people hate mе
I don't wanna change at all, probably have to to make this work
I don't even know my worth, fuck you, bitch, burn in hell
I wish you the worst 'cause you never helped
I hope you get hurt and reconsider yourself
And tell me my worth before I k-