A BILLION LIES (Sam Bowman Remix)

[Verse 1: Xander Sallows]
My thoughts are underwater
Drowning in oceans I've cried
My expectations hinder
So I never feel qualified

[Pre-Chorus: Xander Sallows]
I tried to put it back together, but
I don't know if I remember how my head works
I know, it hurts

[Chorus: Xander Sallows]
I hate the way I fall down a million times
I hate the way I've given a billion tries
Yeah, I see the world and I wish I could set it right
So I won't define myself with a billion lies

[Drop]

[Verse 2: Ben Lawrence]
I wish I slept way better
There's too many things on my mind
So I can't just blame the weather
And act like this isn't my life

[Pre-Chorus: Ben Lawrence]
I tried to put it back together, but
I don't know if I remember how my head works
I know, it hurts (Yeah)

[Chorus: Ben Lawrence]
I hate the way I fall down a million times (Million times)
I hate the way I've given a billion tries (Billion tries)
Yeah, I see the world and I wish I could set it right
So I won't define myself with a billion lies

[Verse 3: Sam Bowman]
Tell me this, tell me that
Tell me, don't you know you wanna
Sticks and stones, break my bones
Yadda, yadda, yadda, yadda
I'm a fraud if I'm honest
Life's a con, straight demonic
Tell me the truth
What's wrong inside?

[Pre-Chorus: Sam Bowman]
I tried to put it back together, but
I can't seem to find the words
Shelter in the word inside
Growing in me like a vine
R.I.P. to the lies I'm blinded by

[Drop]

[Chorus: Xander Sallows, Ben Lawrence, Sam Bowman]
I hate the way I fall down a million times
I hate the way I've given a billion tries
Yeah, I see the world and I wish I could set it right
So I won't define myself with a billion lies