A Better Way

[Verse 1: Charlie Bett]
Sometimes its just the world against me
Attended the support, been to every assembly
Been assembling up these spirits just the goal they had to send me
Recovered from the loss, but we still feel empty
Sometimes, (305) never thought I’d survive this
By fighting time and writing just trying to describe this
Pain they can’t feel, a scar they can’t heal
A star that's revealed by starving, but still
We pushing forward, ain't voluntary
Playing cards with myself, call it solitary
While we try to stay afloat losing monetary
Nah wе still got our souls in the ones we carry
Thе ones that's buried, submerged in our hearts
That keep the spirits high when times is too hard
Who miss you the most cause they loved who you are
The goal is not far, it’s penning this memoir for you
Can you hear me?
Can you listen when I’m spitting it
Its Nothing but my life and all about just how I’m living it
The love, I’m missing it
The flows, I’m bringing it
There's nothing they can do to stop me I ain’t quitting shit
But am I going in the right direction
Take a look at my impressive imperfections, aw
Am i yours yet?
Or will i ever be?
Or will you forget?
Every memory
Freedom lost, took all my demons and defeated them
Pictures of us, made me cry almost deleted them
Bloody days, bathing in feelings I’m left numb
All stemming from the truth that I ran from
Worst pain on my life eight months before
Recording this, explore it in depth a little more
Papa said he sorry but I promised not to cry
'till eight months ago when my dad committed suici-