A ballad of self worth

[Intro]
(Hi Delto)
(Okay, let's go)
You just want affection
I get so exhausted that I can't hear anymore bullshit
You say that I'm toxic
And I know I'm like a guller
You said I don't care
You don't want to talk
And that's okay I know I ruined it

[Chorus]
I dropped out
I'll probably do it anyway
I wanna kill myself
I might do it any day

And you say you can't help me
Well you'll be doing me a favor
But when it's fine
There's just so much hate

And for the real friends down
Why do you wanna stay here?
Shit is going down, can you let me just lay here?
Put my life in your arms
She tell me I'll be safe here

Talking to a wall, I can't change her

[Verse 1]
I can't have my fun
I get anxious
Tell me you're losing hope
And I text her
No one hits my phone
I'm pretentious
Count another fucking word to my collection

And I can feel my heart beating faster and faster
Hold my tongue, I might cause a disaster
Oh you think that you're such a good actress?
Told you I'm leaving
I don't want to go back

[Chorus]
I dropped out
I'll probably do it anyway
I wanna kill myself
I might do it any day

And you say you can't help me
Well you'll be doing me a favor
But when it's fine
There's just so much hate

And for the real friends down
Why do you wanna stay here?
Shit is going down, can you let me just lay here?
Put my life in your arms
She tell me I'll be safe here

Talking to a wall, I can't change her

[Outro]
And I get so upset
You say you don't like the way I talk
And, that's okay I guess
But I know soon enough you'll hate me

To be honest, I'm a mess
And I try hard not to let anyone see
I'm a fucking bitch clearly
'Cause no one listens to me-

(Yurms)