“ A B R E A K - U P S O N G”

TRAMA- lyrics

It's 4am
And I'm typing in my notes
I'm still thinking in my head why did I even let you go
You meant the most I just thought id let you know
But I guess it doesn't matter anymore tho
I'm traumatized
I been feeling so dead like ill see you on the other side
When I say I loved you baby you know that I never lied
I think about you 24/7 like a drive thru ima ride
And its my fault
For making dumb decisions
Can't sleep cause I'm always reminiscing
To stay with you I saw the vision, but I didn't listen
Fuck the diamonds
You the one that make me glisten
And now its done...
I had fun
I swear I really thought that you would be the one
I'm depressed
Always stressed
I tried to kill myself my whole life is just a mess
I have no friends
But I could care less
Cause one day I'm gonna die
People say the goal of life is to find happiness well its a lie
And I've already tried suicide
The pills they have no effect
Trust me I've done percaset
All I did to you was over protect
I was a terrible boyfriend
You deserve better
I didn't want to be a pussy and be the one to send you a letter
And I still got your scent all on my sweater
And it makes me sad
It makes me realize that I was really bad
And it gets me mad
Because I remained a shy lad
When I hung around you I would get really nervous
Couldn't think of anything to say my brain was out of service
All this love shit in still learning
My feelings they keep swerving and curving
I'm all alone, rotten to the bone
I wanna call you on my telephone
And tell you that I love you
And maybe hear it back, but I'm afraid ill be wrong
And every time I hear your name
I go insane
You were my main
And I was always so lame
And I didn't appreciate
Can't accept my fate
That I made a horrible mistake
And I can't do anything

And now I'm all gone
I'm fucking done with this pointless song
I wanna have you back
But I've already done so wrong
And your gonna move on
And its ok
And is still love you ok?
And I think about you everyday
I think about you and it puts a smile to my face
When I see you my heart it starts to race
(Damn Damn)
And I think about you everyday
I think about you and it puts a smile to my face
When I see you my heart it starts to race
(Damn Damn)
And I think about you everyday
I think about you and it puts a smile to my face
When I see you my heart it starts to race
I'm sorry, And I love you